I distinctly remember thinking Glee was awful the first time I watched it. It was campy and ridiculous and I couldn't finish an episode. I don't know what happened, or how, but now I am sitting on the floor with Mike with the first 12 episodes on DVD and I am loving it. I've gained so much trust in people over the last 6 months. I owe that partially to Adam; until him I hadn't really met a guy that I trusted with every inch of my body. I never questioned anything that he did, even for a second. I'm not a jealous person at all, really, but I am a smart girl, and whenever I felt like someone was shady I was always right. It seems like I'm making better, more worthwhile relationships with all sorts of people lately. If it's really something I've invested some feeling in, I fight for it when it starts to fade. Maybe I'm doing some crazy hyper-aging mentally or something, and in 6 months I've somehow developed the mindset of a 30 year old. Maybe not 30, that's too old. My POINT is that I feel smarter about my judgement lately. I have more clarity than I've ever had.
I'd like to end this post with three incredibly vague statements, because sometimes I like being vague and I think I've been specific enough tonight.
1. I don't think I need that anymore
2. I DEFINITELY don't think I need THAT anymore.
3. It just keeps getting better and better.
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